hello summer.

happy first day of summer.

after another part of my mini-drama surfaced last night, and i received some good advice from a very nice friend and of course obsessed over the situation with my roommate for hours, i woke up this morning with clarity.

i am replacing the stoners name in my phone with "unhealthy male drama." why would i ever answer a call named that? exactly.

it is summer. a new season. exactly 3 months from making the healthy decision to break up with the ex. i should probably make some healthy decisions for this season too! here they are...

1. no more unhealthy male drama in any way, shape or form. no matter how cute.
2. surround myself with honest people. not fake rumor makers.
3. be patient. some guys dont kiss on the first date.
4. try to meet guys in places other than bars. like walmart...just kidding.
5. form better platonic friendships with guys.

i'm trying to come up with a stance with the ex for the summer, but cannot. once again, last night he texts me all kinds of stuff about missing me, wanting to be there for me, hoping to see me more, etc. i want to be healthy about all that too...but it's hard to when i don't know his motives.

might have a date with the jock tonight, but i haven't heard from him. honestly, i'd rather just watch dvds in bed with my cats and not think about boys.