last night the ex and i hung out and watched a movie, just like old times. i was still a little upset and untrusting, constantly questioning his relations with this girl i've been presuming he likes. but, he kept saying it's me he likes and he wants to start things back with us the right way and slowly. i don't know what to make of anything because i don't know how he really feels and what he really wants...because he doesn't know either.
so, there is him and then there is the accountant. the clean slate. the opportunity. thing is, i am so tortured with guys that i don't believe he really likes me. how sad is that? i just figure he's another one that will come and go.
i've had some people say i need to choose...but, nothing serious is happening with either of these guys. i don't know how either of them really feel or what either of them really want. i'm not sure i know either. i know i want to be treated right and that i'm ready for a relationship again. i think it will take time for anything to materialize.
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