Tuesday, July 24, 2007

texts that come at the wrong time...

i thought i hit a turning point. complete distance from the ex was the plan. after a conversation with my mom, a near break down last thursday and the fantastic date with the accountant, i was ready to throw away the chance of getting back together and get back together with MYSELF. the old, happy me who had her shit together with guys and was worthy of someone great (say...like the accountant!). then, after pseudo-telling this to the ex yesterday morning, i get this text message late last night.

the ex: I really do love you carrie and i truly wanted to try again, really badly. but you don't seem to want me to at all. do you not want it now?

he said he's not dating anyone, although some photos i've seen lead me to believe otherwise. he said he'd be devastated if i stop talking to him. he said he loves me.

so, he's coming over tonight to hang out. i know i said t's over, but i don't know how to stick to that...

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