revelations

interesting weekend...

worked 16 hours friday and didn't get to do anything. saturday i went to a friend's bachelorette party and midnight snack met up with us later. and stayed over. i'm beginning to remember why i haven't talked to him as much as i did in june...he's very shady. he spent half the night at the bar talking to a cougar (ew). his friends are even worse. needless to say, that whole debauchary between him and I is over. he kind of grosses me out.

just like i thought, as soon as i decide to not talk to the ex, he comes back strong. declaring his love. making promises. begging me to wait for me. begging for a chance. i think he called me 5 times yesterday. he returns from tampa saturday and asked me to go on a date with him next week. i thought i was done with him. with that. maybe i'm just beginning. or....am i just getting drug back in when he assumes i'm backing out?

haven't talked to the accountant in a while. i thought date 1 and 2 both went well. then after going to his soccer game, i thought i scored major points. he may be perfect, but maybe not for me. actually, definitely not for me. i will never have that kind of patience.