what it is and what it may be

when the ex called last night, i pushed ignore on my phone with no hesitation.

"even if that was a good conversation," i told my roommate," it still would ruin my perfectly good mood."

i had spend another wonderful sunday with mr. facebook. we simply hung out at his condo again, watching tv and movies and talking. we cuddled and joked and sat close as if we were together and had known each other longer than a week. it does feel like longer than that. we called and texted all weekend...and as soon as he dropped his parents off at the airport, he called me to hang out. my best friend is worried about his motives...and after some of the guys i've been through, that's to be expected. but, i know this guy is different. it scares me to put such an expectation on this, because if there is anything that i learned from the ex, it's that expectations cause tears. at least i know this one isn't just in it for the physical aspect, or we wouldn't hang out for hours. he can't just be playing me and stringing me along either, or the e-mails all day would be worthless. so, i will just have high hopes for this one. he came along at the right time and i'm going to enjoy it for what it is and whatever it may become. he's a great guy. he's what i look for in a guy. right now i am happier then i've been in a long time and i'm perfectly ok with riding this happiness for however long i can.

michigan in less than three days makes everything that much more amazing right now.