i'm here. where are you?

you don't always get what you want...or who you want.

and that sucks.

four years ago a guy broke things off with me because i wouldn't sleep with him. i was so angry at him for disrespecting my choice to wait and for leading me on. but, now, i'm obviously over it and him and can appreciate the fact that he was at least honest with me. sex was an important factor to him in a relationship, so he cut the ties before they became too thick. if only other guys could give us girls that much respect. even if the reason they are ending things is for shallow or asinine reasons, honesty would get them so much further.

so, all i'm asking for is an explanation for the silence, the obvious avoidance and what, if anything, went wrong. i know it's not me. i was nice, genuine and not clingy (in the least!). but, instead of asking for the reasoning, like i normally would, i will be patient and be here. not waiting by the phone, but hoping for a phone call.