Thursday, October 11, 2007

vicious cycle

bet you can't guess who has upset me once more?

if you guessed the ex, then *ding ding ding* you'd be right. and, of course, everyone says to just ignore him. texts. phone calls. eveything. how many times have a attempted that? it's only been semi-successful one time. and after than time he fell back in love with me.

there is no love left. i am burnt out. bitter. angry. tired of feeling anything for him. i want the thought of him to disgust me. it's beginning to. it's sad that someone i loved so much can make me feel like this.

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