someone

last week, after canceling plans with the ex, i became an emotional mess after finding out that he does indeed have a girlfriend. then, i realized that mohawk and mr. facebook weren't really talking to me anymore. i was a mess. i was done. i was pissed and hurt and tired of the game. yes...."game." it had all become a game. the ex wanting to see me and talk to be and be bff when he had a girlfriend? mohawk and mr. facebook not seeing past my body? not interested.

then, friday, at my friend's dad's halloween party, i met someone. someone i initially made fun of and judged, but, almost a week later have grown really fond of. he's nice. he's real. he has his head on straight. and he likes me and tells me that. he wants to see me without me saying a word. and our date on tuesday was perfect. he doesn't want to just date around. he wants something. me too.