worth waiting for

i haven't written in almost two weeks, mainly because i spent the last 8 days at my parent's house. as nice as getting away was, it almost felt like too long. there came a point where I desperately wanted to be back in dallas with my friends and H. maybe going home for that long isn't neccesary. as much as i love my family, this is my home and i need downtime here too.

everything with H is still amazing, even nearly a month after it all began. i'm scared of getting hurt, but i'm beginning to trust him and trust that the outcome with him won't necessarily be bad. i am finally starting to get on the same page as him about everything with us. after only a month, these emotions seem fast, but they are real. very real. i'm not sure how in only a month i am suddenly in a serious relationship with a very tangible future. it's happening though and i'm not going to stop it or question it. it all feels so natural and right. even the cheesy texts and emails H sends me are starting to grow on me. could this be it? i'll be honest, we've talked about it. i've been "dating" guys for about 12 years...this was the one worth waiting for.

i found this amusing...ecspecially the scientific meanings:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soulmate