bikini lust

i am not one of those girls who goes around complaining that i am fat and i definitely don't draw attention to my inperfections. if i really cared THAT much i'd be at the gym everyday and i'd measure my weight on a scale rather than through my clothes size. i wear a small or extra small top at most places (which is weird since my boobs are big) and the same size bottom i wore my sophomore year of high school. i'm not large...although i DO have beer in my belly that enjoys being there. and now....i have bikini lust, which doesn't work well with beer hanging out in my mid-section.

there are two bikinis at victoria's secret that i am in love with (well, one that H is in love with and one that i am). so, starting in march i'm doing a bootcamp three days a week from 6 - 7 a.m. for someone who can barely wake up at 8 a.m., this is going to suck! but, H said if i stick with it, he'll buy me the bikini he likes. i've never owned a $70 bikini before (i'll stick with my target and old navy ones for $30 thankyouverymuch). motivated? YES i am. and if i stick with it, i'll also buy myself the bikini i like. six pack by summer? probably not. but, if i could feel comfortable walking around in a skimpy victoria's secret bikini this summer, i'll be pretty proud!!!! =)