the ex perplex

last monday i wrote about how the ex crawled his way back in, begging for another chance. i think he was just lonely in tampa and didn't know how to handle it. the dallas him is back....and that's not a good thing. since being home, he hasn't really called and when we have talked, it's been for five minutes. he even admitted that we won't be talking much cause now he's back near his friends and he's not lonely. wow...how sweet. i think he was more into this whole dating thing when he was far far away. we shall see how tonight goes (him hanging out with all of my friends) and how our date goes on thursday. if they aren't good, the ties will be severed. against my will, i have waited. if it's not worth it, so be it and i move on. even if nothing ever happens with mr.facebook, spending all day with him made me realize there are great guys with their minds made up about life who think i'm something and someone worth spending their day with. i don't remember the last time the ex and i spent that much time together.