falling

over the weekend, H said he is falling for me. can that really happen after just two weeks? in high school, i think my boyfriend told me he loved me after we'd been dating just three weeks. the ex told me after a month and a half. but....two weeks? granted, he didn't say "i love you," but saying "i'm falling for you" is pretty darn close.

there are a few things that are making me nervous here. first, is age. H turns 28 on wednesday. i'm all for dating a 28 year old. but, not a 28 year old who is on a wife hunt, and will therefore tell me things like "i'm falling for you" just because he wants to fall for anyone. cute and has a steady job? check please! haha. the one thing that helps is how often he says how picky he is. i hope that's true, because although i am only going to be in a serious relationship with someone i would potentially marry, i don't have an agenda to find my husband. i just want to let that happen.

other than the apprehension over the rushing of the relationship, everything with H has been amazing. i have never met a guy who makes me feel so good about myself. i'm all in and ready for wherever this goes. scared? absolutely. excited? very. falling? we'll see.