black out?

is it sometimes better to not be told what happened when you were drunk? maybe we forget things for a reason...

i have a very spotted memory when i am drinking. i'll remember going to the bar...points at the bar...maybe a few moments of the after party, and that's it. the next morning i usually have to ask everyone i remember seeing out to recount what i was doing, who i was talking to, etc. the worst is not remembering instances with guys. recently, i've been talking to a guy...we'll call him "midnight snack" (that's how he saved his name in my phone...it took me a few hours to remember his actual name). everytime we talk he fills me in on a new, racy detail from saturday night. they keep getting more and more revealing. i find m yself saying "are you serious? no way. i would never" more times than i would like to admit. i'm not really embarrassed about the situation....i just wish i could watch it sober and laugh my ass off along with him.

maybe next time i try to go drink for drink with everyone i meet at a wedding i should have a camera following me around. i still would LOVE to know what really happened (there is NO WAY this guy is really telling the truth...)